*wakes up from nap that I didn’t know I was taking*
i am perfectly fine with having other people sit on my lap but i can’t sit on other people’s laps because i’m always paranoid that i’d crush them and they’d diE
you don’t know the feeling of self hate and disgust until you’re staring into the mirror and then feeling compelled to purge everything you’ve eaten.
things i am scared of doing:
- ordering food in a restaurant
- walking down a busy high street on my own
- talking to people on the phone
- eating in front of people
- asking for help in a shop
- meeting new people
- being in a big crowd of people with a lot of people i don’t know
the future looks bright for me